These are the reflections of a Secular Franciscan. I look not only at my own spiritual journey, but also at issues of life, economic and social justice, morality, the arts, and more through the lens of Franciscan Spirituality.
Monday, January 19, 2015
Last night I had the strangest dream
I had a dream the other night.
In it, I was driving, and I blacked out. I awoke to find myself skirting the right edge of the road, just missing some workers there. I thought I might have been overtired and had nodded off. I pulled over, and realized I had no idea where I was. I looked up at the road signs, and they were in a language I couldn't read. I wondered how I was going to get home. I wondered where home was.
I saw a police car drive by. I thought of trying to get his attention, but I was afraid.
Then I was talking to an officer. But I couldn't understand anything he was saying. I couldn't even understand the words coming out of my mouth, and it was clear he did not understand me.
And suddenly I was with a group of people. I could understand none of them. They could not understand me. A television was on; I couldn't understand any of the words.
I looked at a book: I couldn't understand any of the words in it. I tried writing; what came out on paper was total gibberish to me.
It dawned on me that I had no way of communicating with others verbally. I couldn't teach or work, or do anything involving language. I didn't know if it was permanent.
Then I thought of drawing or painting. Maybe ...
In the back of my mind I wondered - is this what having a stroke is like? They do run in my family.
Strange dream. It's still bothering me.
Pax et bonum
Perhaps your response to the dream needs to be the one of Samuel, as we heard in last Sunday's gospel.
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