These are the reflections of a Secular Franciscan. I look not only at my own spiritual journey, but also at issues of life, economic and social justice, morality, the arts, and more through the lens of Franciscan Spirituality.
Friday, March 27, 2020
Just my speed
Some folks are not taking social distancing well.
Me, I'm fine with it.
For the reclusive soul that I am it's quite comfortable. I have spent ling periods of my life away from others by choice. Indeed, part of me would love to be a hermit.
I remember when I was younger, summer vacations were times when I was almost completely isolated from my classmates for close to two months. I read, wrote, played games, went on long bike rides, hiked in the woods, and so on. All by myself. And I was happy.
Even in my prayer life, I prefer private devotions, time alone in the chapel. I recognize the need for community, but big worship services are not comfortable for me.
This was in fact one of the reasons I left the seminary. The Sunday Masses at the seminary were open to public, and I just wanted to flee the crowds. I was not comfortable with all the socializing after Mass. I realized that if I did become a priest I would have to live with being out in the public constantly. I realized that would not be a good fit for me.
And when people ask me what my vision of Heaven is, I say its a cottage by the seashore, with just my dog and me, and with Jesus stopping by for a cup of coffee and the two of us sitting silently watching and listening to the waves.
So except for all the hassles involved with trying to teach remotely, I am quite content during this time of social isolation.
Pax et bonum
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