Ego?

I admit that I have an ego. Why else would I try to boost my numbers on this blog, or post my poems where  people can read them or submit them to magazines and anthologies.

Ego.

Or in need of affirmation?

How 90's of me!

So when I consider a podcast is it because I really have something to say, or is it just a need for attention?

I do have speaking abilities, and I do have insights.

I am a writer, I should be using my abilities to advance the Kingdom. Of course, laughter is good for the soul!

This back and forth has led me to abandon various writing and performance projects. Is that me using my insecurities to avoid, or is it really me realizing the projects were not worthy?

Sigh. 

Pax et bonum